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Choose This Life

you didn’t want to choose this life, you’re still figuring it out 

separation from a lover is what we have in common 

Imma hold you still, facing all of our fears

you don’t have to leave the world behind

don’t keep your heart three sizes too small

you have my all so read this story to the world

you got some weed to your side, having dreams about our night

how could you picture me with someone else?

deeper scars, you ran to me when times got hard

let me be your guide, I wanna choose universal life

mistakes will be made, but I will not judge you for the path you take

the past is behind us so let’s keep moving forward now

never rush let’s keep this hush

we’re still making our way around this world

Too Soon

with the whole world against my life, have the same one by your side

it’s the things I keep to myself, the things I’d rather not speak about   

keep me awake

don’t end me too late

a promise comes with playing the game 

I must keep on trying with all these rose thorns in my surroundings

i caught you with someone else, who’s the one being played?

sewed my heart shut, you didn’t flinch 

your voice is so delegate with your whispers filled with negligence 

I think it’s way too soon

In My Head

was it all in my head?

they misled I sat there and bled

they always found a way to kill me

haunting my soul constantly 

why can’t you say my name, the only time you slept with me was like a floating fantasy 

you’re no weed, you’re ecstasy 

you shut your lips when it was all said and done 

it’s no longer in my head

you’re no longer in my bed

you’re always missing me, I know your passion was to kill my life

it’s all I had in my life, it’s part of the reason I trust

if this love was shared I wonder where I ended up

Before “Awaken”

the best way to end this story is to complete it with every aspect of emotion. Whether you’re sad, happy, anxious, fearless, or heartbroken this story will remind you of your life in some way. This story isn’t just about an unknown character with his challenges, this story is also about “you”. When people read this story I want them to use their own personal experiences and traumas and relate to the situation of this character. It’s always about including the individual reading so it’s not just a chapter book, it’s an experience. Readers will experience the hurt in this book and the light thats waiting at the end of the tunnel. 

thank you all for making this poetry passion possible. I would’ve never thought a thousand people would’ve clicked on that link and read my book. I put a lot of my time and emotional energy into this book that I think it’s reasonable to celebrate this achievement. The continuous support for this book is actually insane. more to come soon

“camden” character

When you face the light, the bandages fall off revealing a whole new person. The wounds finally heal and the discolored rose turns to a bright red. A person who was once broken and carried such pain finally found the light and turned towards it. Even after dying in the process, he still forgave those who seriously hurt him. He may not be paradise, but he lives after death eternally. Now hoping that people he’s hurt forgives him for the mistakes he caused.

Creation

Creating is my all time passion and goal. My goal is to create something meaningful and special to me and others. When I wrote my poetry book people got to read my creation. When I made my clothing brand people got to wear my creation. And when I upload my YouTube videos people get to watch my creation. Creating content and special pieces of art will forever run in my blood.

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Creating entertainment for viewers is the number one thing I wanted to create. But feeling my creation is something different. Feeling these emotions I let out is special to me. Mental health is universal and it’s something people need to bring to light. With that I digitally released my first poetry book “Camden” on Canva. This book reaches difficult topics everyone goes through from heartbreak to losing someone to finding peace etc. I wrote this book from the deepest and darkest place of my life. Writing poetry has been a habit of mine for the past year and I finally decided to release it when it was necessary. This book isn’t just for me, it’s for anyone going through something they don’t talk about. My mind has been clouded throughout the past year so laying out my raw thoughts means everything to me. Thank you all